my dream last night

so i've been having these wicked dreams that allow me to get NO good sleep at all.

my dream last night went something like this:
it was the day before i was leaving for colorado. i still lived in my old house. i decided to invite a few people over, and so we all started drinking. well, i think i must have not been paying much attention because all of a sudden the party turned into a big rager, filled with people outside on the streets, in random rooms of my house, etc, etc. i got super emotional about it because they weren't anyone that i specifically wanted to be there on my last night. and i believe they started to do really reckless things, ruining my house and taking shit from us. from what i can remember, my mom didnt really care at all. so i went on this huge fit to get everyone out and go home. some random person that was there decided to make an awesome decision to come up to me and be like "you're a fucking idiot" and i got super upset. so while im trying to get these people to leave my house, im bawling my eyes out. i was partially crying because damn, this was my last night in wisconsin and people were treating me like dirt. even my friends weren't being very nice to me.

the dream went an opposite direction later on. i was running around the art room at the high school because supposively i had to make up the massage tables with new sheets. so i said something to mrs. guger about having to do that crap (as i was wearing what i went to bed in, a t-shirt and underwear) and she replied something like "well i dont have any say in this crap". then i ended up finding random things that belonged to me around the room, like pictures, notebooks, crotcheting stuff (which usually wasn't a surprise, i always left crap in the art room).


ahhh im just so sick of having dreams like that. im most definitely over them.
blah blah. last day off! prepare to do NOTHINGgggggggg yet again!