holler back.

This week sure has been interesting. Some good adjectives to describe it:
Boring.
Effortless.
Long.
Irresponsible.
Broke (cash money).
Lingering.


are all of those even adjectives?
who cares.


but yeahhhhh, nothing like some 3oh!3 to really put me in an okay mood. god damnit though, it makes me miss amanda! i cant believe i gave up getting drunk on weekdays, listening to tres oh tres, doin some dippy a dooeys, and either going to bed or goin buck wild- to working 42 hours a week and it consuming my life. AWESOME.
seems like things around me have been..crabby. everyone is crabby. ok, i have a reason to be, alright people?!?!?! thats what happens your a woman. shit sucks. i just cant stand when people dont have reasons to be dumb and bullheaded. get over yourself.
if you have responsibilites, do them. once again, for the millionth time, DO YOUR SHIT. take care of it. you know, i can only do so much before i reach my boiling point (which'll never come out because im too fucking nice for people to judge me based on me calling them out on something).
you know, i know that i dont spend money wisely. but i almost wonder if im not as bad as others. in fact i know im not. i have responsibilites, true bills to pay- bills that wont go away but ones that just keeping adding up. i am an ADULT and most of you are too so dont make me the one that has to deal with your shit. ive got enough on my plate.

i dont think most people know this about me...but ever since show choir..the saying "No sympathy day" I apply DAILY. yes, im caring, but seriously? rethink your situation before you decide to think that you have it so rough. there are SO many more things out there that would make your life a living hell. do you want me to show you?!

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sorry for the bitching.
i think its needed. this week is almost over and quite the most fantastic thing it is! im hoping this weekend i will meet some valuable people that i can maybe hang out with in the near future. we're supposed to move monday if we both have money (which i sure hope so seeing as we'll be homeless if not) and then i'll be closer to work and to social events. the lightrail will make not having a car WAY easier.

shiiottt son. im tired. peace.